Currently Listening Ok Computer By Radiohead Exit Music (for a film) see related

life is such a strange thing that we've been given. it is confusing, yet it is simple. it is grand, yet it is small. it is everything, but it is nothing. i dont even know what i really think about it right now, generally i mean. but i'm just thinking about it. and what am i doing with it? a constant question that plagues my mind. but the most important one. i feel like the world is such a huge vast place and i want to see and know as much as i can about it. but i feel as if i have stuck myself in a small small place, not geographically, that i can no longer stand. i think things are going to have to change. they must. so change they will.

a few more comments that i must get out of my head....sigur ros is breathtaking and genius. thom yorke could make me cry he is so good. and- i saw a yard today that was painted with colorful polka dots. fabulous. i love austin.

Beautiful Colorado @ the Rodman Ranch

 and a Beautiful Wedding!!!

the wedding could not have been more perfect! it was unbelievable! the sun was setting over the mountains as ali and jason said their vows. the whole weekend was a blast and i definitely did not want to come home!

we cannot forget Hugh the intoxicated Scotish bagpiper!!!! hes crazy...

Currently Watching Crash (Widescreen Edition) By Sandra Bullock, Don Cheadle see related

why is everyone on the flippin planet in a different country???! its just not fair! not fair... no no. i am over america and don't care who knows it. i must get out soon. very soon. please send any spare change to amanda's "around the world" fund:

c/o amanda (needs to get out of america) robison

714 b harris ave

austin, texas 78705

im not kidding. send me money. but do not send me any greetings from any fabulous foreign countries. i just cannot stand it any longer.

on a lighter and much much happier note... and the only reason that i am somewhat jovial presently instead of crying (which i would like to be a little bit).... i bought two new movies tonight! yay! Crash and Legends of the Fall. Both are too good for words. But you should know that by now. AND the new SIGUR ROS CD comes out tomorrow!!!!!!!!! ...the only happiness in my drab american life at 11:30 on a monday night. oh well.  i'll have sweet dreams of sigur ros...

Currently Listening X&Y By Coldplay Fix You see related

LIghts will gui-ii-ii-de you home...

and igni-ii-ii-te your bones...

and i will try to fix you...

na na na na nana nana nana nanana na...

*that song makes me so happy its ridiculous!!

Currently Watching I Heart Huckabees (Single Disc Edition) By Jason Schwartzman, Dustin Hoffman, Lily Tomlin, Jude Law, Mark Wahlberg, Naomi Watts see related

a weekend wedding in colorado! yay! we leave tomorrow and i cannot wait!.. although i must say that i am definitely not prepared. must power pack tonight. should be a blast though and maybe once this wedding is done i can re-begin my life that ive lost somewhere along the way. craziness!

so another thing i've come to realize about myself: i have this habit everytime i walk into a bathroom... im not kidding- EVERYtime i go into a bathroom with a shower, I have to look behind the curtain. I just have to. I always feel like there's someone back there- like theyre gonna jump out and get me or something!! But alas... no one has attacked me from the shower. I will, however, continue to check behind the curtain just to make sure :)